Fatin Afiqah

Wow It's been more than a year!

2011-10-11T12:20:00.000-07:00

It's been more than a year since I blogged, 1 year and 4 months roughly. Life has been tough. Some updates about my life:
1. I'm engaged to Faisal (12/03/2011)
2. I'm getting married next year! (01/12/2012)
3. I will be finishing school ard the end of March next year!

WOW, so much happened during my absence in blogging eh? ;)

Tell you what, here's a story - just to cut it short - of my super dee duper lazy asshole bum bum classmate who likes to take free rides on group asgmts and thinks that pasting paper is a LOT of work. She confronted the class today, yep...the whole class hates her. I know it's a harsh word but I can't put it any more nicer. She says that she has a 'language proficiency' problem. Well, here's my 2 cents to that uber lame excuse!!!! Take that BIATCH!

"I really really really think ur 'lack of proficiency' in the English language is just a blatant EXCUSE. I spent 19+ years of my life speaking Malay (and a bit of Arabic). I rarely, no, barely spoke English. I only spoke in that language when I have to direct taxi drivers or when I was working (that too, Singlish!) or when I was sitting for the O Level English oral exam...you get the point.... Then BAM, I landed myself in a course where proficiency in ENGLISH is a must. All around me people were talking in English. Super cheem English. I felt really really stupid. But because I badly wanted to become a pre-school teacher, I told myself, this is just another obstacle lying in my path towards success and I have to overcome it. And with strong determination and lots and lots of practice, over time, I now daresay that I am much much better in speaking the language. I still have a long way to go - friends keep complaining that my English comes with a Malay accent -_-" need to improve on my critical thinking skills etc. etc. but still, I did not use 'lack of proficiency in a certain language' as an excuse to not being able to contribute towards a group or taking free rides on asgmts! So stop giving excuses and work your freaking lazy ass off!!!!"

Just need to get that out my system. (^.^)v PEACE
I posted this in facebook, but I removed it because I think it is inapropriate material to be posting in a social networking site. Yeap, this is definitely blog material! ^_^

school!!

2010-06-06T11:20:00.000-07:00

Heya peeps!! Guess what!! Kay I'm quite late abt blogging this but yess!! I got the 2nd interview this Tuesday!! It's a school interview. I passed the personality test. Pheww. Oh my!! Can't wait for this tuesday. Remember, 4pm and look for lydia. Miss Lydia. I always forgot salutations. LOL. Ahh..wish me luck yar.

love

2010-06-02T10:16:00.000-07:00

The darkest hour is just before dawn.

Im tired. But I still love you.
And it makes all the difference in the world.
Im tired but Im grateful when you treat me like your most precious posession.
And with that Im motivated to go on with you.
I want you to be my cure.
Please cure away the tiredness.
That is one way to prove that you love me.
I want to be with you forever.
I want to love you forever.

Updates!!

2010-05-31T12:06:00.001-07:00

Picture's nice ain't it? Pretty. But prettiness doest seem to guarantee happiness.

I'm feeling really down right now.
I feel that people tend to neglect me.
I know I can seem not to be bothered by it.
But deep down inside who knows?
I have never really shown my real feelings.
It's too vulnerable. Too fragile.
I put up a brave front. Masquerades.
Deep down...I need courage.
Courage that only gets fueled by friendship.
And love. Love. Puhh.
A guy who calls himself a lover.
I love you. Everybody can say it.
Say it. I LOVE YOU. Prove it.
How? LOL. Get it? Zero. Nil.
Empty words. Like empty bullets.
Loud bangs yet nothing really happens.
I'm tired. 4 years is very tiring for me.
Yes, I love you. But my strength is depleting.
I'm tired. I have been saying that for quite sometime.
But yes, I'm tired. Very.

lol

2009-11-09T00:44:00.000-08:00

hi! its me again. duhh...and this time guess what? I wrote down points for the entry!! So I wont forget them...huhu (lame) okay..i got it wrong...i thought she was his girlfriend and it turn out to be his sister! argh!! and here i was...getting angry for no reason...(i mean with a reason tat wasnt a reason) i tot he cheated on my bestfriend...haiz...well, alls well that ends well.

I've changed my handphone number...i was using bill before this bt now im using prepaid. its much more cheaper. fuhh...love it seh. I mean really cheap. Before this my bill used to be ard $60-$110. And now, its only like $38 p/m. Its like the credit and debit card thingy i guess.

Ouh...darn it...i didnt receive imrans email (or did i accidentally deleted it? =S) and i cant finish the job on time. bother. yeah, we have this retreat thingy going on and it'll be at masjid pertempatan melayu sembawang. yeah...THAT creepy mosque inside of the forest. lol. luckily i camped there once before. yeah, now im in the programmes dept..(never been here before) usually im in the logistics dept. but due to shortage of manpower...so we need womanpower! (plz stop the lame jokes fatin!) and i cant complete my job!! argh...hold ups.

Ehh, tmr is my PAYDAY! ok it isnt much but still...half a bread is better than none. right3? i really2 need to buy the shoe holder thingy. and i need to buy shoes!!! darn those shoe robbers!!! they stole 2 of my shoooooes...my lovely sashay shoes... ='( sob2 well,, the more reason then to get new shoes. =D i intend to get three...flip flops...flatss and those classy black elegant pumps for work..(i hate heels, it makes you feel sexy in the butt but not in the heart) (just wanted to make it rhyme...lol..i mean it hurts me alot larh) and i need..desperately need goooood shampoo and conditioner...i tried this brand frm paris before furturer if im not wrong...it was darn good but it puts a hole in my pockets...sob2...so i think i'll try dove instead...uhh...yeah...im nt that fortunate to have soft silky hair...my hair is like a lions mane...only curlier...lol. but...i love it. and i hate straight hair. no matter what they say. i hate straight hair...i love curls...but not FRIZZY ones!! ok..fatin, just tame the frizz and ur problems will be solved. no need to SHOUT in here. Puhh. Im done. =D

jam

2009-11-01T13:06:00.000-08:00

Why izzit that when I'm nt blogging, the ideas start flowing in...but when i'm in front of the laptop then zapppp...it all disappears... *dilemma*

2009-08-12T14:17:00.000-07:00

Dun ask me...I got nothing better to do I guess..and since dh tkde barbie doll lg...virtual pun jadilah...btw, sexy kan?? LOL..

silent ramblings.

2009-08-12T07:16:00.000-07:00

If only it wasnt as hard -_-"

I asked and she replied, "Be true to yourself.."
Be true to myself I wasn't.
Cuz the truth hurts, its far greater than fiction.
How I wish life was a bit more easier.
But it'll never be.
Not for now at least, is my hope.

latest

2009-07-08T14:59:00.001-07:00

This is one of my latest pic. If ur nt updated lah. Still pretty, cuma dah gemok je. =P btw, ni kt masjid Putrajaya, tengah nk sarapan pagi.

2009-07-08T14:43:00.000-07:00

Rest In Peace Mikaeel Jackson. You'll always remain in my heart. Forever.

Malasnye nk update.

2009-06-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

Malasnye nk update.
Busy dgn activities @ alIstiqamah.
Busy dgn Myspex 09.
Busy dgn nk cari kerja (ke nk belajar eh?)
Busy dgn kerenah mataer yg cekik darah.
Yg penting busy sgt lah smpi nk update pun malas.
=/

Taufik!!

2009-05-02T19:02:00.000-07:00

Guys! You won't believe this! I met Taufik Batisah an hour ago! Seriously! As I said, I work as a Health Screener kan3..and he just came back frm sumwhere..and the thing is, I ddnt even notice him at first! So much for an avid fan! He was the one who asked me whether his temperature needs to be taken or not. (I ddnt notice him coming uptill this part! He's the one who had to do the asking. LOL. Again some fan I am.) (and No, he's fine, no worries!) And I said no! I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN HIS TEMPERATURE I TELL YA! If anyone asks why, the answer is simple really, He's Hot. LOL. Handsome mak datuk. Better in real person I tell ya! Purple jacket & shades & his killer smile! KK. Tgh kerja ni. LOL. Sempat. Take care aite. Chows!

Currently

2009-05-01T18:50:00.000-07:00

Yeah ppl! Just a quick update abt myself. Currently doing temporary job at Changi Airport. As health screener. Pay okay2 jerlah. Bt long hours n crazy working days! 4 Days straight work then 3 days off! 12 Hours! 6.5 p/h! Pathetic. Bt nurses kt sini seriously well paid arh. $18 p/h. And $23p/h for holidays. So any of u nurses there tgh cari temp job, can contact Parkway Shenton ah. Keje senang je. Tengok screen. Klw ade emergency je kena activate. Bt kerja 12hrs ah. More than $200 per day! Now I wish I was a nurse. Haha..angan2 kosong. Bt better than nothing kan. Tgh tunggu CDC reply for my permanent job. ;) Nak kawen...Nak sambng belajar..kena pki duet bnyk kn3. Sebab tulah. KK. Update pki comp airport nih..hahahaha. Despo. Chows!

main yahaan hoon

2009-04-27T04:26:00.001-07:00

MY FAVE HINDI SONG

Medals & x3 promo

2009-04-19T02:22:00.000-07:00

Salamz to all my sis and bros of islam!

Yeah, i knw..i knw..bt plz don't be mad at me..ooohhh..i knw this site isn't up-to-date anymore...sobs...bt what can i do? Even now I'm updating frm a library computer!! Argh...the slowness and the helplessness i'm feeling..and these godamn keys are so hard to punch..i kept missing letters...oh i hate..oh i hate...

I actually intend to post pics of the medals me and juwai made..yup..u got it right...juwai helped me make those things..not marinah...poor juwai...and marinah got the credit...tho it isn't anyones fault...the guys didnt knw...marinah ddnt tell..i ddnt tell..uptill now...(actually i was bit pissed off when she felt proud of the medals..cikgu azemi praised or smthing like that.) Oh nvm. But still, CREDITS TO JUWAI AND HER OVEN. THANKS GIRL. IF IT WERE'NT FOR YOU, I WOULDNT HAVE MADE IT THRU THE NIGHT (quite literally, cuz marinah was sleeping while i was painting the medals.)

Another thing. X3. We've got this kinda trip to KL this june hols. Early june. erm..if im not mistaken..ard 5th to 8th june. (yup thats the date) so we'll be like going to museums..UIAM (IIUM)..and other places if interest..and we'll also have this amazing race like thingy thru KL conducted by this one organization (i forgot the nme lol!) (issit mendaki? or JIM? argh..cannot remember..) OH..the most important thing..this event is organized by the alistiqamah mosque youth group (Arrijal) and if anyone's interested well, you can contact me or the mosque itself (and ask for ust izhar cuz he's the head of the youth. I'm nt sure whether other staffs there knew in detail abt the event. LOL. I'm one of the excos there and i'm still not sure. =) yeah..as for me..u guys can email to: fatin.afiqah.aziz@live.com
yeah! finally a formal email!! all this years i've been using (and still using) my faerygerl mail..(i've had that since I was in pri 6)..and many times embarrased by it..cuz it sounds..soo childish..so now...a formal email..tho it isnt as popular as the latter. LOL! Forgot something important! Fees are (fees?) $150 including hotel and makan etc...shopping ofcourse excluded lah...aiyo..

And lastly...AUDITIONSEA!!!!! Gereks tau...I just got to lvl 5. Still a noob. The game..actually i like the graphics..the characters are just nice to look at when they dance..LOL. Eh, If any of u guys happen to play the thingy as well, look out for me k..well, as usual..the nicks faerygerl. Oh, and my character's a bit..emm..nvm..if u find me then u'll see...LOL. Till here then. SALAMZ.

after so long again

2009-02-11T06:29:00.000-08:00

Gawd! I need to go on a diet!! I look so...emm..

Yes..I was officially appointed as an exco for the Istiqamah Mosque Youth.
(yeah, i knw...Fatin tk habis2 volunteer kt masjid...but hey its fun..I mean to me lah..and I learn a lot...uuhh yea) yes...and also my dearest sis too. LOLX. (Darn, it's been sumtime since I post a blog entry and now I'm outta ideas...help me!) Yeah, thats the mosque errr..chairman? tktau la..org atas2 jugak. LOLX. Not part of my family either far or near. (Ape aku merepek kt sini) Nvm. And I know i look so...full of meat? hahahaha..weird way to describe things. I need to go on a diet. Darn. Cuz I never liked dieting and i never diet and i dont think i will ever stick to one. LOLX. Ouh yar. Farhan said "Call me diamond baby. I'm 5 girls best friend." So he's owned by these 5 girls. He's a diamond. He's ours. Ouh, forgive the crappiness. Toodles.

miss me?

2009-01-15T03:34:00.000-08:00

Assalamualaikum semua! Rindu saya ya? LoLx. I miss you guys too. Any latest news bout me? Nah..mcm gitu jugak. Boyfriend pun masih org same. =D Sorilaa klw dah lama tk update. Kan saye ade bilang saye will tk update for quite a long time. Hmm, ape2 pun..saye harap you guys doakan yg terbaik utk saye k.

p/s: I truly hate zionists.

gym

2008-11-13T02:42:00.000-08:00

Proved that the trip to the gym wasn't nearly as nasty as I expected it to be. But the journey was quite far tho. HOUGANG BEB! My sis arh, de mati2 nk go hougang jugak. Tkpela asl de bahagia. So now we're planning like, once every week? Sape nk join? Bole g same2. Kite jadi sihat same2. And ofkos la I go with my sis, sape lg yg nk temankan kan. And yes, next week I got chalet!! Bestnyer..can't wait. TaTa.

Pay

2008-11-08T03:34:00.000-08:00

Ouh, I was too shocked with the news that I could'nt get angry. Instead, I got very confused. Firstly w/o the pay, how am I going to survive the month? Plus i'm kinda in a bad row with my mum. Oh...so I told farhan and fai abt my plan, and they say they could lend me some money first. That's what I don't want. I'm not borrowing money frm anyone. My brilliant plan is that, to survive the month I'll have to sell my laptop. Yup. SO most probably this may be my last entry before I can save and buy a new one. Ofcourse I'll get a job! Even if i've to endure a boring job! Anything's better than ivicint. (Padan muke daniel kena maki ngan nadea!) Okay2...focus. And abt my deleted previous entry...someone told my mum abt it!! OMG. She went straight to me and told me that he wasnt in the wrong asking me to excercise and save money. I KNEW SHE KNEW IT FRM THE BLOG!! I did'nt mention anything of the sort to her. Now i've gotta be careful what I post in my blog. Oh for bloody sake, this is my blog seh.

frust

2008-10-29T08:21:00.000-07:00

ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN THESE PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-10-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone!! Meet my bestfren Mr Farhan. His Bdae is in August bt yeah, I just managed to belanja him makan in October.

Spoilt for choices.

Really, mine doesnt look appetizing but mine's the yummiest. Nasi ngan kari..sape nak?

definitely wanted.

2008-10-24T03:31:00.000-07:00

Yup, he's definitely wanted.

free

2008-10-20T22:46:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wished that you're free to do everything&anything, not restricted by any rules or boundaries? I longed for that one wish to come true.

2008-10-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

Its in the genes. (Seeee!!)

Versatile pic. Landscape can potrait also can. Which one u want?

Loose shoes can be a real problem. But lucky her.

Killer heels. 20megapixel phone. Oh, the lorry didn't stop for her.

Politically incorrect.

Same channel. Different expressions. WoW.

I'm not greedy. For gawdsake!

The sekali-sekala anak dara.

All smiles!

Feet anyone?

Went back to her past. LOL.

Memang sedih klw kena mkn sorang2. Sob2.

p/s: kebab, a sopan inside joke.
jarang, a word of caution; keep ur fantasies to urself.

life

2008-10-10T13:20:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in life, these things just happen. I've been there. Have you?

raya pics

2008-10-07T05:45:00.001-07:00

Not many pics this raya...but nvm.

raya

2008-10-05T08:58:00.000-07:00

WORK- I'm thinking of tendering my resignation, I can't work there nimore due to many reasons. The working hours, the shift, my packed schedule etc. BUT, when I think abt Thahera...ouh you know the rest.

RAYA- Cool. Received another $65 today. Wow. Wish everyday is raya. LOL. Okay, duit raya coming close to $300. Rezki, Alhamdulillah. (Sabar2 jgn jealous k.)

LOVE- Mum kept rushing to get us engaged. Its really frustrating. Since she well, sorta kinda caught us in a not-meant-to-be-seen-by-parents situation. (it isnt like what ur thinking rite now kay?) She's been pestering us ever since. Faisal's worried sick of how he's gonna break the news to his parents. And I'm worried cuz I can't cook. LOL. (ok, can belajar yeah but needs practice tau) He's worried abt the expenses etc. After all he's still very young. Just turned 22. =) (but he said,"I confident blh jaga you.") WoW. And the most surprising part is that, I believe him. So matured at such a young age. Impressive. (shhh, jgn bilang de nnt kembang.)

LIFE- Life's like that. Ups and downs. But I'm complete for now. I got my family. I got the love of my life. I got great friends. I got bucks to spend for the time being. (baru masuk gaji LOL) I got a house (tho small) to live in. (sekurangkurangnye tk merempat) I got a handphone. (faisal belikan) I got an MP4 player. (oh been missing listening to songs on the go.) I got a new bed. (one of my fav pastime; sleeping)
Can wish for nothing more or less. (inikah ertinya bersyukur?)

Hari Raya

2008-10-02T22:04:00.000-07:00

Ohh, what a start to hari raya. No show-ed at work. LOLs. Can't help it. Was darn tired. But the thing is that I managed to collect nearly $200 on the first day alone. Cool uh? Yeah I know. Ppl say I'm too old to be receiving 'the green packet' frm anyone. But But But. They're just jealous! Bluek! HaHaHa. And it was my first time too meeting faisal's parents. Whoa, can tell ya, I had flying cockroaches (since I abhore butterflies) in my stomach. But his parents were nt bad la. I mean as in not the 'monster-y' type. LOLs. But I do kinda feel afraid of his father. Small, buncit and garang you. Seraaaammm. His mum is so petite. Mcm tk percaya dia lahirkan fai. (ckp org pdhl mak aku sendiri kecik. LOLs.) After I went back home, his mom said I looked very matured and also taller than him. (is that a sign of rejection?) well, I dunno and I'm not jumping into any conclusions yet. His father didnt comment anything. But I do wonder one thing, lets say IF his parents doesnt agree him to yeah 'marry' me, I wonder would he obey or disobey them? And I also wonder IF we can manage to get past that kinda situation, it would be very2 not nice. For me, if my parents were to disagree with our r/shp, I wont go any further with it. Serious talking. BUT, my parents agreeeee..weeee..so no prblm on my side. Only on his side. Heeesh.

Ouh yar, that pagi raya, syahid called frm syria. LOLs. Duhh he called my sis lah. Then he talked to my mum pass2 phone tau2 landed on my hand. (yg klakarnye aku tk tau pn sape on the line.) at first mcm yeah tak tau seh ape nk bbl. Skali eh dah start bbl tknk stop. LOLs. Tak buleh ar, mcm that past memory mesti nk pass thru my head dulu. (and his too.) Actually the situation's still quite akward tp kena buat2 sardin ajela. (ok aku tau korang blur kan..sape si syahid ni?) dekni duluduluduludulu aku suker de. tapi ape leh buat de tk suke aku. I mean de suke tp duludululagi and bile aku bilang aku suke de de ckp de nye perasaan kt aku dh tkde. (tho i think he buih. hahaha tknk kalah eh.) so sedeh kan. bukan senang aku nk ske orang tapi ape leh uat. Yg si dekni pnye parents pulak, heeesshh..lg nk jodohkn anak de (ehem) ngan aku. susah eh, parents suka, anak tk suka, anak suka, parents tk suka..eh..belom lagik. LoLs. And dekni ni abang angkat adek aku. bt now we're just friends la. ape2 pun cite kte dahbis. ~~(tak taula klw ade to be continued sebab pengalaman mengajar aku yg takdir ni unpredictable w/pn kdg2 kite dah taruk fullstop.)~~

shopping

2008-09-27T09:32:00.000-07:00

-Shoes [checked]
-Kebaya [checked]
-Bag [checked]
-Selendang [KIV]
-Contact Lenses [KIV]
-MP4 !!! [Nak beli bile check dah clear..wheeee]
*thinking what's next on tha list*

Went to swensens just now with
fid, tyra, shireen & sharifah syafiqah bte syed salleh alattas. (LOL)
Naek motor. Weee~~
Sampai rumah rumah kosong. Alangkah sedihnye. Mak aku pun gi kuar makan swensens.
PFFT. Tak g geylang. Drg ckp nk g this MONDAY. *sobs* working loh. 10-8 sumore.
Oh, Fai tak bagi naik motor lagi, de ckp de yg risau. (Yelah, die je yg blh bawak aku per. opps, tu pun tkleh. =P) and oh, i forgot. yeah patched up already. Yesterday his birthday sumore. Got the best bdae gift eva rite? Nothing's better than getting the darndest problem solved. Okay. That wasnt his gift. And I'm not telling. =P And yeah, he bought for me the raya shoes. *all smiles*
cant wait for raya! and yeah, abt work. Well, work or no work raya is still raya.
If you get what I mean.... ;)

shopping

2008-09-24T03:28:00.000-07:00

Yes, my shopping list tends to lengthen during this festive season.
Waiting for the $$ from my dad for my shoes and contact lens.
(I know I can buy it myself but see, I dunwan him to give me nothing for raya)
And yess!!! Bag. I need a good darn new raya bag!!!
GOSH. How can I forget abt that!!
And a peek at my list:
-wallet (ohhz)
-mp4 (creative is having a sale now, where did i heard that frm..)
-psp (not so important lah)
-laptop (yeah, need to discard this heavy baby. LOL)
-handphone
(handphone is the last thing I need now, cuz i'm leavin in peace w/o a phone!!)

rest

2008-09-21T13:40:00.000-07:00

Let me rest my soul.
Let me sleep dreamlessly.
Let me forget ~~you.~~

faisal

2008-09-20T10:28:00.000-07:00

I sat and saw, a man of my dreams in front of me.

I sat and saw, a man a woman laughing happily.

I sat and saw, my man, his backside turned at me.

I turned and saw the man of my dreams smiled at me.

I turned and saw a man a woman playing playfully.

I turned and saw my man, asking, no, shoo-ing me.

I walked and saw the man of my dreams, waved goodbye at me.

I walked and saw the man the woman, hope they'll last, eventually.

I walked and saw the man, my man, and asked are we meant to be?

I've only three questions to myself.

-Do I love him?

I don't know.

-Do I trust him?

-Do I see a future with him?

And a question to you.

Are we really meant for each other?

Confused

2008-09-18T07:05:00.001-07:00

Yesterday (why do I always blog abt yesterday?) kat dalam bus nk g kerja tertido, bangun2 jer nampak 2 mamat ni tengokkan aku semacam. Check2, aku tk kenal drg. Sampai turun bas sampai aku jln drg tengokkan sampai toleh2. (Baju aku koyak ke? nope..) uggh..heck care. Sampai kerja je..saw that aku pakai baju sama ngan Liza. LOL. (and to think she's pregnant and I'm not. No wonder yan ske ckp aku pakai baju org mengandung. Well, it's pretty. Who cares?) Nasib baik colour tak same..klw tak dah boria. LOL! Then tau2 jer tengah kerja me&thahera kena train 2 girls. (weird training mlm2 bt then..) then pagi2 dah bored, thahera pinjam soleh nye ipod, yeah watched 'Harold&Kumar' unedited&raw version. Dh mcm soft-porn seh. Naked girls etc. As quoted frm soleh, "cerita utk lelaki, joke de kotor tp sikit jer" I wonder how his kotor banyak is. LOL. Then Aisyah suruh teman g solat, bt tetibe call masuk. Tau2 yasser dah volunteer utk teman. Then to my surprise he also went to solat. "aisyah, kt mane kiblat?" cute kan? LOL. Speaking of this, I'm wondering how's thahera's solat training with fid going? hmmm.

bad mensus cramps

2008-09-17T04:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday didnt went to work. Bad mensus cramps. Yeah plus the 11 hour shift. Kinda puts you in a down mood. Went to my aunt's place, asked my cousin to accompany me to the doctor since non of my family members care to bother themselves. And I really really regret borrowing my mum's handphone. I mean it. She was furious when I said I wont be coming back home for the night. Not because she cares abt me staying away, bt because her handphone is with me. (this proves that I'm the only person living in my house that doesnt bother abt a phone.) Oh for gawd's sake, I did not even misuse the phone. Just a few short texts to faisal & a call to Mcdelivery. Thats all. (And to think the line is under MY name.) Bullshit. Big deal. No phone for a night. Duhh. Oh yea, the mcd guy was uber (german for 'very') cute!! (not to say handsome too! LOL!) even my cousin agrees (she asked me to ask him for his number. no way! not me making the first move.) yeah, missing one LARGE fries. cool, got to see him again for the night. LOL! He looks like Elfee Ismail only handsome-r & cute-r. & he's frm BDI. I'm gonna be on a lookout next time I go there. HeeHee. (yeah, thinking of faisal right now really cuts off my steam.) and oooooo...I'm off to work later at 10! Oh so the Lazy...zzzzz...

Shopping

2008-09-14T07:16:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Bugis St. Bought seluars & bajus. Dalam bus nk g bugis kite (adeq&akaq) amek gambar many2. Sampai Bugis kite pusing2 cari kedai. HaHaHa Lame! Intended to spend less than 50 bucks bt ended spending $120 in total. HaHaHa. Sebab tu tk boleh selalu pergi shopping. Klw tk nanti tipis wallet. But worth it la tho. Then kelam kabut balik rumah buka puasa then trus g work. (mls nk cerita psl work.) Niari bangun tido jek MAK aku membebel tk stop mula2 psl adek aku sambung2 psl aku pulak. Sampai tk selera nk makan tengok muke dia. At last cume buka air katira ngan cup noodle jek. Padehal kt umah ade makanan banyak giler. Biar buang semua. Not my problem. Ok, I was angry then. But I'm still not going to eat the food!!! Hmph.

p/s: he never said his line. hung up on him. i'm never gonna say my line again. *gives up*

2008-08-30T07:43:00.000-07:00

Farhan bought this for me at e-bay. Pretty right?

2008-08-27T20:34:00.000-07:00

~Abhore the idea of rex resigning.
~Counting down till 210309, whether it continues or ~~ends~~.

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I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care how you feel
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wanna see you out that door... cuz girl you know your worth much more

So baby tell me why you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wanna see you out that door

Ya A'zizi (yo precious) isma'eel liy (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil pe matlo (hope you understand, don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No No No
I know that there's someone there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know you're worth much more
I wanna see you out that door

Ya A'zizi (yo precious) isma'eel liy (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil pe matlo (hope you understand, don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on

Girl your is love blind

Zul

2008-08-23T18:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the National Fireworks Festival, and it was the Korean Madness Fireworks (or something like that). We reached City Hall at about 8pm, searched for ZUL (until SCC!! pdhl de kt SRC.) 8:30pm completed the search. Zaffy,Sakinah,Zul,Marinah&Me. Fireworks starts at 9pm. Yeah it was great. Usually I watch fireworks with Fai standing beside me. Bt this time it's Zul. (Luckily it wasn't Ariffin!) Yeah kinda miss the hugging bt I think it's not appropriate for me to hug Zul. (Nope definitely not! mampos adek aku jealous.) Btw, took a video of the event and tried to upload it at youtube bt the video exceeds the time limit and was rejected. Haiz. Niwaes, managed to snap some shots (unluckily, of us not of the fireworks.)

Aww!! Don't they look cute together??

p/s: I wore heels walking with Zul. It feels great to have at least someone taller than you. No offence to Faisal. I still love him more than anything.
p/s: aisyah,rabiah&herfriend,fid&sharifah, tqx fer the picnic-cum-teaparty. It really was great, love the cozyness&madness.

2008-08-20T22:19:00.000-07:00

Semalam,
balik kerja.
Rode Fid's bike to Ikea.
She bumped a car's side mirror.
Her mirror went loose.
The car's mirror? Dunno.
Dun dare to look.
Then sped off. WHooooosh. LOL!
At Ikea, sped off thru the 'lanes'.
Bought coloured plastic plates&candles.
Picnic@8pmbythebeachtomorrow.
Pity she was fasting, bt I was too tempted with the icecream.
We rode back to Bedok Interchange.
She broke her fast at KFC.
Que-call never ends there.
She ate the cheesy wrapped thingy with cheese fries.
I opt for the salad but end up finishing her fries.
Talked&talked.
At last found someone who shares the same birthdate as me.
COOL! LOL!
Rode back home&it was 9.
Today, gotta go to sheng siong.
Feeling very lazy.
And ouh,
thahera dun worry cuz we'll always be BFFs no matter what.
stupid morning shift. Haiz.

2008-08-15T23:14:00.000-07:00

Why Women CRAVE for Edward.

1. Inhumanly attractive[x]
2. Drive 200 km/h[x]
3. Able to save you from death[x]
4. Have an amazing body[x]
5. Is incredibly wealthy[x]
6. Too much of a gentleman[x]
7. Have an elegant way of walking[x]
8. Inhumanly strong[x]
9. Has a crooked smile[x]
10. Have an extended and sophisticated vocabulary[x]

11. Really smart[x]
12. Good taste in music[x]
13. Smells extraordinarily nice[/]
14. Can suddenly appear out of nowhere and kiss you
passionately[x]
15. Tells you that you ARE beautiful, not that you look beautiful[x]
16. Is able to enter to your room without anyone
noticing[x]
17. Willing to sacrifice his life to save yours [x]
18. Have eyes only for you even if he is sorrounded by
hot girls[x]
19. Able to read minds except yours.[x]
20. Quote Romeo (william shakespeare)[x]

21. Stand in front of you in a protective way when you
are in danger[x]
22. Give you his jacket when you are cold[/]
23. Able to stay young, gorgeous, and sexy forever[x]
24. Have morals[/]
25. Love you for what you are inside, not for how you look[x]
26. Charming[x]
27. Jealous of your guy friends (jacob, mike, etc...)[x]
28. Sparkle in the sunlight[x]
29. Write you a song[x]
30. Wait for the ideal girl to come along[x]

31. A virgin[/]
32. Whisper nice things to your ear[/]
33. Able to make you beautiful and inmortal[x]
34. Tell you that the outside world holds no interest for
him without you[x]
35. Comprehensive[x]
36. Has a nice family[x]
37. Play the piano[x]
38. Kiss you in the middle of a fight[x]
39. Always pay for everything[x]
40. Hug you behind your back[/]

41. Have been pretty much single since 1901[x]
42. Hold your face while he kisses you[x]
43. Does not sleep at night, stay by your side taking care of you[x]
44. Speak no lies[x]
45. Have good taste in clothes[/]
46. Have beautiful and expresive eyes[x]
47. Own amazing&expensive cars[x]
48. Able to carry you with no effort[x]
49. Tells you that you are the closest to heaven that he
will ever get[x]
50. Willing to spend eternity by your side[x]

LOL!! Fai's got 7/50!! Oh wells,.,.,

2008-08-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

Ummi kept bugging me abt engagement.
It's sumtimes annoying, very very annoying.
Bt come to think of it, she's got a point.
Engagement is sumthing kinda 'booking'.
She says she wont hesitate if some other guys came for my hand.
Yeah, kinda get what she meant.
Sme of her cousins been eyeing us (me&sis) since we're small.
Cant deny the fact tho that them sons are pretty,damnclever&NICE. LoL!
Cant give excuse like getting married to 'cousins' tho since my
mum's an adopted child, she ain't got no blood r/ship w them.
She says, get engaged for two and a half years skaligus apply for house under
fiance scheme. Jadi bila kawin dah ade rumah. Jadi skarang ni dh ade matlamat.
Ntahla, I've no objections seriously. Its up to him. He's the guy, not me.
I don't decide. I go with the flow. Cuz I know I won't lose anything to be on
either side. Not saying that I don't care marrying other guys, ofcourse I do care.
We've been together for quite sometime, and ofcourse if life's bout to take a turn,
the impact would be great. (I'm not gonna imagine the worst now.)
Only, it's just that I don't want to object anything my mum decides for me.
Niwaes, dun tell me that he wasnt given a chance.
Now it's up to him to decide. Deadline:21stMarch2009.
Oh yeah, and these are some pics of my mum getting married (again) 11thAugust2008.

Pengantin's Henna

Ni kat ROMM

Selamat Pengantin Baru Ummi.

Part of the guests.

I want this phone!!

2008-08-06T08:35:00.001-07:00

I want this phone!
Juwai is using it now.
Bt i dun care!
I want! I want!
The cheapest I can get is $308.
Argh. Gotta ask my father abt this.
He says he knws a handphone dealer.
Maybe can get $220??
Who knows...
No harm in trying my luck.
Wish me good luck!!
Chow Chows!!

bella

2008-07-23T13:59:00.000-07:00

Uh-oh. I'm jealous of her.
Not cuz she's got edward.
But cuz she's pretty!!
and she's got edward!!
(ughh, u get my point.)
Bella's supposed not to be THAT pretty.
If she's like that,
I CAN imagine why vampires will fall for her.
Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

And oh look!!
See what I've found.
If you're a true twilight saga lover,
then you'll know what this means.
Also, it's kinda expensive.
So it seems that i'll just be keepin the pic only.
=D

And yeah, the anime version of Bella and Edward.
And as you've guessed, IM JEALOUS!!!!!!!!
thank god its not Bella with Fai.
If not, If not...im gonna tear that woman to shreds.
And after that I'm gonna tie Faisal to a tree.
And let mountain lions devour him.
bt i think i might not have the heart to do that.
Oh wells, just surrender him to Edward.
He knows what to do with him.
=D
(fyi; im still sane. just pen-ing my wild thoughts.)

2008-07-19T12:24:00.000-07:00

I miss yan.

I miss juwai.

I miss sri.

Let's go out together some weekend??

2008-07-13T13:22:00.000-07:00

Men See You As Understated

You are an intriguing mix of girl and woman.

You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.

Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.

You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well.

shopping yar!!

2008-07-12T08:46:00.000-07:00

Ahh..today..alek kerja kul 3am.
Faisal promised to send me home.
3am. Called him.
Got the shock of my life.
He was still ASLEEP!!!!
Truthfully, i didn't know how to react.
Too shocked. Hahaha.
Nasib baik teksi blm jalan.
Klw dah jalan.
Dunno what to do.

Sampai umah dlm nkkt kul 4am.
Ummi ngan cikapit blm tdo.
Tengah kerolakan swarovski beads alah tu.
Well, ku dah penat.
Tanpa menyalin baju.
Salin kain je.
Tertido kt sofa.
Skali ummi kejut.
Bangun gi cuci muka n kaki.
Trus climb bed.
Tido sampai kul 10am.
Tersentak.

Teringat nak g school.
Ade mini pasar amal.
Kelam kabut siap.
Skali juwai msg.
Trus janji g ngan de.
Kt skola kul 1130.
Fai call, tnye asl tk ajak de.
Actually aku dah mcm too geram to ajak de.
HeHe. Psl de terlajak tdo smlm mlm.
Mmg la bkn slh de.
Tp at least pn pasang la alarm.
bt tkpela..benda dah terjadi.

Kuar umah kul 11.
Naik teksi.
Sampai skola kul 1130.
Rounding2..jumpa kawan lama.
Jumpa adik. Dia terkejut nmpk kakak.
Ape saje je. Lupe yg kakak de nk turun sch.
Adik penat kena buat 120 burger.
Kecian de.
Tk beli apape pun.
dlm kul 1 Fai dahde kt depan pintu mdrsh.

Leave school, went to Hjh Maimunah.
Makan all then g msjd sultan.

Then I want to go buy bag.
Went to suntec city.
well, nothing much there.
then went to marina square.
pusing satu marina.
mcm dh lost hope seh.
semua bag tk lawa.
skali g esprit.
ade bag lawa!
huhu...trus tnpe pk bnyk2.
trus beli.
tengok price tag $79.90
ahh..sebat aje la.
aku nk beg, mahal pun mahal lah.
skali, bila pass kt cashier.
de ckp $39.90
aku pnye lah terkejut.
(dlm hati gembira, save duit ku!)
rupenye ade 50% off.
Weeheee!!

Skali round2 psl tgk bnyk sgt barang..
then lama tk shopping...
mcm teringin nk beli baju...
masuk john little..
dah pusing2...
baju kt situ mahal2...
then, ternampak satu baju putih ni...
lawa..harga pn mahal jgk la..bt compare ngan yg lain..
huhu..amek jerla..lgpn dh lame ku nk baju mcm gitu...
since baju putih ku ummi terstainkan..
ambil..n fai bayarkan.. =)
thank you fai for the baju...

ok, dah tired ni..
trus balik la..
(asl kali ni aku nye posting mcm lame gitu. oh wells..)
-END-

2008-07-05T14:26:00.000-07:00

NEWS OF MY STOLEN HP IS STARTING TO SINK IN.

(OK I CAN SAY THAT, AKU LAMBAT SETAPAK)

dunno what's worse news, stolen handphone or aint able to contact faisal.

I JUST GOT MY PAY =)

BUT THERE'S MORE...

I ONLY GOT HALF OF MY PAY SINCE I JUST STARTED WORKING..

AND THE BEST PART IS, THEY TRANSFERRED MY PAY TO THE WRONG ACCOUNT.

COOL. IN MY BANK THERE'S NO PAY MONEY!!!

p/s: so to sri, juwai, farhan and faisal...sorry yar..cant belanja you all ASAP...maybe my 2nd pay i baru dpt belanja u guys...so difficult now...

Handphone

2008-07-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

MY HANDPHONE WAS STOLEN AT WORK YESTERDAY!!!

(Now, that's sumthing you dun get everyday..wuhuuu..)

2008-06-29T13:49:00.000-07:00

The Recipe For Fatin Afiqah

3 parts Laughter

2 parts Charm

1 part Naughtiness

Splash of Sexyness

Shake vigorously

2008-06-25T01:21:00.000-07:00

Glazed chix, anyone??

Manga version of the Cullens and Bella.

Yeah, he's playin the role of Edward Cullen. Pretty vampire. ;)

Okay, This is so random. HaHaHa. Wondering how my future baby will look like...hmm..

2008-06-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

I FEEL LIKE I HAVE NO LIFE ANYMORE!!!

DARN IT.

sway day

2008-06-18T16:01:00.000-07:00

Yes..
smalam malam aku kerja...
and it was like hell...
these two ppl made it like hell..

first ade satu prmpn cina ni call dr chinatown.
skali pulak mcd kt sane dh tk amek order for the moment.
psl bnyk sgt order...
then prmpn ni tanye aku mane mcd paling dekat..
aku ckp ar yg paling dekat semua dh tutup..
abeh aku list kan semua mcd yg ade kt kawasan town yg masih buka..
dahtu aku abes bbl..
de suruh aku list kan semua mcd yg ade kt kwsn twn yg masih buka...
menyirap sot darah...
aku ckp ar aku baru bbl ape siol de dengar..
abeh aku listkan lg..
abeh de tanye ar kt *specific place* ni tkde..
aku check...
aku ckp tkde..
abeh de tanye ade lg tk...
aku ckp ar tkde...(bodoh gile sia)
dahtu de tanye mepek meraban lg..
aku irritated seh...de pk aku bai jaga mcdonalds per..
keje aku cuma amek order je...
bkn hafal mane2 tempat mcdonalds...
dah bagus tu aku nk listkan..
klw stengah2 org mesti dah ckp,
"im sorry but we are very busy at the moment. gdbye."
mmg sah prmpn cina bukit sak...
dahtu de fed up sendiri, de taruk tepon...
kurang ajar tkde manners...mcm sia je...
klw de nk complain pn aku tk kisah...
paling2 org atas aku blh dengar balik...
dengar kebodohan dan kebebalan de...

2ndly, ade mat salleh gunung ni...
de nye slang...makkau...
mcm bebual ngan alien seh...
tu tkpe...aku tk pasal sgt ar..
de nk order 2 filet o fish meal satu fries tukar jd nugget..
aku ckp ar..fries mane leh tukar jd nugget..
dahtu tetibe de marah aku..
de ckp de penah buat...
jgn ckp ngan de tkle buat...
de ajar aku buat keje aku...
musibat nye org...
peh...dahtu aku malas nk layan..
aku ckp fine...
tu de mengamuk lagi...
de ckp ape fine?
klw aku dpt order aku salah, aku cari kau..
(aku dah menyirap gile sot darah sampai aku dh nk nanges tahan marah)
aku ckp ar..fine..aku 'substitute' fries kau kpd nugget.
pdhl aku taruk je ala carte.
dahtu de suruh aku ulang ape de order..
mcm siak je..
dahtu aku terckp 2 nugget..
mampos ar..
de mengamuk...
dahtu de peng sendiri.
de ckp, nvm...
i make it easier for u and for me.
"2 fillet meal upsized and 1 20pcs nuggets ala carte."
kan senang??? bodoh!!
susah2 tk pasal2 kena marah...
dahtu de dah cool down sendiri...
de ckp
"plz make sure my nuggets are hot, plz...just for a night."
"usually i get my nuggets hard and cold."
aku mcm nk ckp je..
"my problem ar?? go and tell the restaurant urself ar.
i dont cook the nuggets. i'm here just to take orders.
frm nice ppl and frm musibat ppl like u."
dah marah2 aku pastu nk buat baik..
mmg musibat...
slalu org buat aku mcm gini..
psl aku polite sgt kat phone..
kena marah pun suara maintain je...
pdhl muke aku, hati aku, membara je...
nsb baek tkya face-to-face...
tp aku ckp,
"okay sir, i'll request for the food to be hot for u sir."
kan?? tak patut kan aku buat baik ngan org2 ni????????
tapi dah mmg kerja aku...
no wonder aku nye colleagues slalu tekan mute button..
maki customer skejap...baru sambung bbl in sweet voice alek...

hahahaha...sori ar...sini jd tempat lepas geram aku...
aku advice korang2, jgn la jadi customer musibat k...
bbl baek2...jgn tengking2..klw krg tknk kena maki senyap2...
sbb kite bbl baik2 ngan korang...amek order korang...
kenape krg nk treat kitorang mcm anjing...
klw kite tknk amek order korang...
padan muke korang kebuloh satu malam..
jd ingatlah k...

First time on live!!

2008-06-15T00:12:00.000-07:00

Whoa..yesterday night was hectic sia..
frm 1130pm to 230am calls were coming in non-stop..
yeah...i was like for the first 3 hours of working got to endure the role play..
nasib baek i passed..supposedly i failed(cuz i panicked while taking large orders)
bt the abg veri nice (konon) kasi me pass..
then after that terus go online..
was talking non stop...skarang bibir aku pecah2 seh..
and i went to work w/o any food in my stomach..
work for 10hours non stop except for 2x toilet break.
mcm sia je...drg lupe nk bg aku 1 hr break..kentut seh..
nsb baik i can endure that night...
klw kena malam2 lain yg mase perut aku akn buat hal,
dh jadi masalah besar...
yeah well, kerja la katekan...neh..i dun mind lah..
give and take..
make sure if i want to take can arrr if not i mogok sia..

Yeah so tengah kerja2,
skali aku bangun ar nk amek air,
mlm tu ntah brape cawan air aku telan...
skali aku ternampak satu mamat nih
de tengok kan aku semacam dr jauh..
(aku pusing pn de tengok, tk tau malu ehk..)
and opkos aku kenal sape die..
duhh..alfian..ketua facee ramadhan rocks '07
de tengok aku tk senyum pon..
mcm nk makan pun ade...
(aku tau de terkejut aku kt situ...)
aku kan newbie...
keh keh keh...
skali yan datang...
anjat jugak smalam malam bkn shift die..
kuang asam punye yan...
aku tengah angkat2 call de kacau2..
mcm sia jek...
de duduk atas meja aku ar...
buat muke bacin2 depan aku..
kes nk kena tumbuk ar ni...
then de duduk kt kerusi sebla aku...
de ckp, "haiz, juwai is still in my heart."
GILA..
skali de pandang kt kawan de kt hujung bilik,,
de tunjuk kat aku,
de pekik,
"this is my girlfriend."
pakkal aku tengah on the phone..
klw tk mmg aku dah jotos2 kepale de..
dgn semua org de ckp aku girlfriend dia...
aku phm ar, jd snang utk aku idop tk kena kacau..
tp mcm sia jek dgn muke tk tau malu...
susah ar dpt kawan sot mcm sufiyan.
de ckp hari sabtu ni last day dia..
sebab nak kena antar kat tekong!!
hahahahha...paham kan?
NS army lorh

and that night aku kena kacau ard 4 times kt phone..
mcm sia je orang2 ni..
klw semua melayu phm jgk..
ni cina pun ade..
yg first melayu, suruh aku call dia, minta no. tepon aku
--"eh senang2 call la i"
--"call tau, jgn tk call."
"ok sir, thank you for calling................"
*tknk taruk telephone*
--"hello??"
"dahla taruk la telephone.."
--"oh, ok ok..hehe"

yg 2nd pn melayu, tp prmpn, mintakan no. aku utk kawan de..
prmpn: "eh hantar mamat yg hensem2 bawa makanan uh."
fatin: "im sorry, i dunno who's gonna hantar the makanan."
kwn laki: "hensem2 tknk ar, yg lawa2 ar."
prmpn: "mane de rider prmpn, tp yg kt phone ni ade prmpn."
prmpn: "suare de sedap"
kwn laki: "eh? lawa tk? kau mintakan no. die"
prmpn: "eh, my friend minta ur no. la"
fatin: "i'm sorry maam bt we dont provide personal info here."
kwn laki: "brape umur de ar?"
prmpn: "umur berape?"
fatin: "im 18 maam"
kwn laki: "minta ar no. dia"
prmpn: "kawan sye nak jgk no. awak"
fatin:"sorila bt i dah attached."
prmpn: "de dah attached ar!!!"
trus the end seh..hahahahahha

yg 3rd cina, ketawe2 ngan matae dia minta 'the hot nuggets'
"hot like my girlfriend, i need hot2 if not cannot sleep.."
"btw, your voice very sexy uh..the way you say '3' also very sexy bla bla bla"
aku senang je jawab, "thank you sir, and thank you for calling mcdelivery. do call us again. bye."

yg 4th pn cina..
--"eh y call me sir, im very young you know...hehe"
"you don't sound young sir"
--"no, im very young every year 18 yrs old.hehe"
"ok sir, every year you're 18 yrs old."
(hahahhaha, aku mls sia nk layan)

and yg best tu mat salleh tu...
weee...
de dah bis order, de ckp
--"oh my, it sounds chaotic and very busy there."
"hehe, yes sir, it is very very busy here."
--"and you do sound like a very nice person."
*kembang*kembang*
"thank you sir"
--"yes its been nice talking to you."
"thank you sir"
--"well, have a great night yeah, don't work too hard."
"hehe, you too sir thank you."
--"okay byebye!!"
"bye2!!"

then aku amek order salah pn banyak..
dlm 3x ade...haahhahahahahahah
first timer la katekan...
harap maapkan...
yg first org tu order mcchicken aku bg mcspicy..
de marah gile...
hahahahaa...
dahtu 2x yg dah lepas time aku blh bg org order beef items..
hahaahahha...gile seh...

k ar ni aku nye roster utk next week..
incase krg nk ajak aku kuar ke ape ke...
hahahaha..
MON (10pm-8am)
TUES (10pm-8am)
WED (OFF)
THURS(10pm-8am)
FRI (6pm-3am)
SAT (OFF)
SUN (4pm-2am)

Gosh!!

2008-06-13T10:05:00.000-07:00

Gosh!! So tomorrow i'm on my own...
(baru diberitahu)
6pm-4am lorh
And to think that right after 3 days of training...
Tup Tup terus masuk kerja...
parah weyyy...
tp tkpe...tabah je...
(kerja pn bknnye susah mane)
nasib baek td aku dah pass training...
bt im still nervous utk angkat telefon...
erm...
btw, tadi aku angkat phone!!
Yeayyy!!!
ok no big deal...
and also tadi pas kerja g tgk...kungfu panda..
ngantok wey...
tk cukup tdo pd pg...
tp tkpela...
cite best...kelakar gile...
only my ngantukness yg halang i drpd cepat tangkap..
so i laugh nt that much lar...
ape lg ehkk...
k la tkde pape lg rasenye...
sampai disini sahaje...

Job

2008-06-12T10:12:00.000-07:00

Yes, I know.
Hahaha, I'm nt that active on the net these days.
You see, I've just started working.
As a customer service officer at Mcdelivery.
Ahahaha.
At first I was nervous, I was shaking.
Bt on the 2nd day, it was much much better.

The first day was GEREK.
Bt ddnt favour my mentor that much.
She's super sexy but,
She's got attitude lor.
Nvm. Not my problem tho.
My 2nd mentor was great!!
Thaheera's her name.
She taught me a lot.
Then my 3rd mentor was slack gile!!
His name's Fahmi.
He answered calls while reading a newspaper!!
GILA, bt he was damn cool ar.
Then he like filp2 thru pages and saw this picture.
He exclaimed, (picture:perempuan sexy angkat tangan)
"eh, tk cukur bulu ketiak."
hahahahaha...gile seh...
I was like laughing like mad.
He was cool arh. Tk nervous pn ngan die.
Mcm 'fatherly' type gitu.
Tho i bet he's nt that much older than me.
Then one of my colleagues baru convert to islam.
Her previous name was clair, bt now aisyah.
She was soooooo cheerful and soooooo bubbly.
Hahahahaha...others call her BigMac cuz she was like XXXXL
No offence ar.
She asked me for my age.
Well, sape2 yg ask me for my age mesti terkejut pnye.
And she said I look naive.
Huh??
Ok, fine. Maybe I always look blur mah.
Then alek i trus g bukit gombak.
got saff perdaus meeting lorh.
meeting starts at 8pm.
ends at 10pm.
at first i was goddamn shocked seh
mokhsin wore the extact same baju that i choose for faisal for his interview.
maybe brand lain ar..i dunno..
bt extactly the same, the shades the lines...carbon copy...
i was like exclaiming to kak rufi, and she just smiled hehe...
whoa...i mean the baju nice gile...org tk hensem pakai pn mcm hensem gitu..
(im nt saying that either faisal or mokhsin isnt gd looking ar)
yea..saff perdaus, ramadhan rocks babe!!
need to be there..bt i working lor...maybe can apply for leave..
(sanggup seh aku...)
and yeah...i reached home ard 12am.
my mum was worried sick..
she called fai, she called farhan...bla2
she even threatened to call the police..
aiyo...relaks ar...my batt went dead...
furthermore, i told her i was going to bukit gombak for a meeting.
so far leh, ofkos long hour journey...
and she was like, kenape fai tk angkat phone...
aku ingat korang gaduh td..
haizz,,i was explaining...fai kan keje...
kt tmpt keje de tkle bawa masuk phone...
klw tk nnt meletup tempat tu...
then fai was like balas-ing her msg at 4am...
hahahhaha...ape saje je..
btw, kite kerja shift, so bila i keja de tido, de tido i keja,
i keja de tido, de tido i keja, i keja de cuti!!!!

And the 2nd day we had classroom training.
Penat ar jugak.
Mcm g skola makan seh.
Kite blaja ape kat dalam burger2 tu sume.
hahahaha..
and i was getting all the ans right.
My colleagues call me a Mclover.
I am!! I hate LJS!!
Bt can telan ar if terpaksa or free. ;)
Then ternampak Sufiyan!!
I was like...yan? dah potong hair??
hahahahaha...wasnt sure at first..
bt tegur jugak.
Then he was like, "Hey!!"
then he hulur tangan...
I can swear that he want to salam me...
bt then i look at his hand,
then i said, "uh,kenape ni?"
then he was like, "er, tu ape tu?"
i was holding a cup of coffee at that time.
Then i said ar, "coffee..u want some??"
he said, "no,i dont drink coffee."
I said, "I know...hahahaha"
(teringat kt coffebean dia minum susu free jer)
Then thaheera nearby was like questioning my sanity, "ini kawan kau??"
I nodded.
sufiyan, "oh, this is my girlfiend."
fatin, "ah, shuttup you." then i walked away lor.
I lapar want to go eat lor...

Then kat pantry, tengah makan2 with my colleagues,
si GILE tu datang belakang aku, tibe2 taruk biskut panda kt tepi aku,
then jalan.
Mampos.
My colleagues went like...cheyyyy...
ur abg eh tu..phewwitt...
ya allah malu gile...
si gile ni tk sikit2 kenekan aku seh...
sampai i had to kuarkan my handphone tunjukkan gambar fai.
Baru drg like, ahahahahaha...
then i said, sufiyan is one of my best friends.
(sape yg matae ngan de mmg insane!!! hahahahahaha)
then abis makan pun,
nk alek classroom, sufiyan panggil...
dtg tempat de, de bg biskut panda lagi..
i was like, "dah kenape ngan kau beli banyak2?"
he replied, "like buy 1 get one free lor...so got 2"
(mesen yg jual biskut tu sot kot)
I said, "no way, im way too full for food."
he said, "ok la"
and i noticed the way he answer calls mcm over gitu...
well, sape tk kenal sufiyan...
semua benda over...
Then went back too classroom
Blaja lagik...
Sign contract...
Then we're off bebeh!!!

SO tomorrow's the last day of training..
kte start hands on..
wuhuu...veri nervous sia...
wait i like gagap2 how meh...
nvm2...baru2 mmg bnyk mistakes...
pelan2 kayuh lor...
also esok alek keje jumpe fai!!
(omg i so the very very much miss him!! gahhhh...)
tengok kungfu panda...
nk ikut??
BLUEK!!!
takleh...my own time with him lor...hahahaha
jgn kacau... ;)
till here then...bye!!!

Original Track

2008-06-10T06:55:00.000-07:00

I know..this song sounds different to some ppl. ;)
Its actually the original soundtrack.
Tak percaya??
Tak percaya sudah.
Here I include the video.
It's been a while since i've seen it.
If you bought the original alladin tape.
(Yeah, it was those big bulky tapes those times)
The last part, includes the song.
When I was young, i love it.
Bt when i grew older a lil, i forgot abt it.
Actually i forgot abt all the songs i used to like when i was lil.
Maybe I should make a list abt songs/videos/tv show i used to like/watch when I was lil.

//Hero-Mariah Carey
//Remember the time-Michael Jackson
//Black or White-Michael Jackson
//Yeh Vaada Raha (Hindustan)
//Barney&Friends
//Alladin
//Snow White
//Cinderella
//Pocahontas
//Bambi
//The little Mermaid
//Peter Pan
//Lion King
//Beauty and the Beast

Hahaha..I can't really remember the rest...Well, I was very small after all.
Oh yar, and these are the song/s.
Never fails to make me go goosebumby all over.

-A Whole New World - Alladin
-Beauty and the Beast.

Faisal

2008-06-07T12:29:00.000-07:00

Salam Peeps,

Yeah I'm back posting again.
So today (yesterday) went out with fai...
omg...it's been so long yar..

It was raining heavily in the morning.
And he reached my house at around 2pm.
We went off.

Were busy in the mrt chatting and busy snapping away..

We reached VIVOCITY at 330pm and omg it was damn crowded.
It's a Saturday. Duhh.
And the wayang...ohh the wayang was damn full..
We only got tickets for the 6pm show and it was like two rows frm the screen.

So...we wandered around...
Then fai said he wanted ice cream.
There's a swensen nearby if im nt mistaken.
Ohh yeap..i'm nt mistaken.
Earle Swensen's it is.
One class higher than swensens.
We shared the fondue thingy.

Me at Earle Swensen's. (Nice lighting effect.)

Then we went to Burger King.
He ate whopper.
I ate fries.
(alas perut) hahahaha...

Then the show.
It wasn't bad.
Bt I hate the fighting part tho..
The peter vs 'king' part.
It was too scary to watch.
And I almost cried when the gates were closed and
the narnians were trapped inside the castle.
It was bad.

Out the cinema we go...
Headed for Fig and olive.
Ate again.
This time fai decided to use his debit card to pay for the bill.
And he was happy...just sign aje.. huhu...
Ok then bla2 we chilled and lepak for a while..
Well, maybe not quite a while..
It was 845pm when we got out of the cinema.
We stayed at Vivo until ard 1020pm..then we cabut..
I reached home at 1145pm.

Faisal wants to be the next kungfu Panda.

Dibc Camp

2008-06-03T06:10:00.000-07:00

Salam Peeps!

Yeah, at last...I'm back from camp.
I didn't meet any ghosts!!! ahahahahaha!!!
(merepek seh aku)

Ok, ok story time...
Last saturday morning i went to DIBCAMP.
Slept at 2am, woke up at 4am and went out at 545am.
Reached Darul Makmur at 720am.
Bla Bla Bla....(remember I ddnt knw anyone except kak rufi ar)
I was a mentor in that camp.
(and uptil now i tk ingat who my kids names are)
teruk punya mentor...
i only ingat, hamimah (cuz she's the prettiest)
asyikin (cuz she first time uzur the 2nd day of camp)
and fa-sumthing (cuz shes the brightest)
ahahahah...terrible mentor I am.

First day it was raining cats and dogs.
We cancelled the first game. (using water bombs)
but we managed to fuse the 2nd game with the water bombs game.
(luckily the rain stopped for a moment)
it was violent seh.
luckily i ddnt get hit.
(actually i got hit twice but the bombs ddnt explode they just bounced off)
then was walking around the carpark eating mashed potatoes.
(it was yummy!!, our game had sumthing to do with it la.)

Btw, this is the first camp i pergi i mkn bnyk gile.
The food mcm endless gitu..hahaha...
Rasenye mcm lepas makan, makan, makan lg..makan lg.

At night we go nightwalk.
It was pitch black out there.
I was goddamn scared. Cuz I ddnt knw the way.
And cuz I takut the budak2 ilang.
So, my face went white time mentor briefing.
And lepas tu, I broke down.
hahahahahahahhaa...silly me.
Semua there was like, dah risau. Takut I cant handle it.
Kak Rufi dah ckp klw tkle then just pass it.
(aku baru ckp ngan bdk2 jgn takut then aku dah melalak.)
bt, I tabahkan hati (mcm nk pegi mane aje)
and I went into the dark. (ade dua volunteers volunteered to follow me.)
Skali ehk, hek eleh...tak seram langsung..buat paiseh aku je nangis depan khalayak ramai.
Tp tkpe la, i felt relieved.
Tengah jalan2 dlm gelap nampak org2 duduk sorang2 depan candle.
Mcm betapa gitu.
Lupenye scouts. drg de one man night ke ape nth.
And we're like suluh2 muke drg.
cekik darah seh. kecian. hahaha.
Then balik camp dah penat.
Wash up all, then tido.
We slept in tents. It was freeeeeezing.
But i slept like a baby. Too tired to mind the cold.

The second day, I mcm lg selesa cuz dah kenal my fellow mentors.
So, bangun2 je tak mandi...hahahhahaa.
Sarapan all that ade ball game (captain ball for girls)
skali tengah main2, one of my girls uzur..ish3...
dahtu, sarapan all, kite de game lost. (mcm amazing race nye game gitu)
Argh..tempat de jauh2 belake seh.
We're like going frm campsite to sembawang park.
then patah balik to bottletree village restaurant. Jauh gile.
But we managed, alhamdulillah.
Balik site, kte ade debrief activity bla bla.
Then aku mandi. Fresh sket.
pastu all the way activity dlm kawasan masjid je.

Malam we have nyanyi2. u knw those usual things in camp.
kte sume kena volunteer serve makanan to the kids parents.
I was like standing with half closed eyes.
Kenape tau, first I was blur.
Then I ngantuk, so i automatically switched on to half-sleep mode.
Kak Rufi even said that my muke dah nampak mcm org high je.
Well, I was half on earth half in dreamland.
Dah gitu takpe, ppl bebual ngan i sume i respond weirdly.
then this ain girl, she sat behind me and started like tumbuk2 my back.
it was nice, my back was aching seh.
then tetibe dunia mcm terang gitu.
ahahahahhaa...(meaning dh tk half-sleep mode lg)
tetibe i sprang into life and the girls were like, eh budak ni tadi high.
skarang dah mcm org lebih energy.
well...hahahhaa...then they call me a drunkard. ceh.
cuz they said i was like mcm org tgh mabuk.
Then we're like talking out loudly, laughing histerically.
Rabak jgk ar....dlm masjid lagi.
Then, balik we got certs.
Dalam bas alek pun were like talking and talking.
Quite surprised me cuz the girls were all under 20.
hahaha..i tot drg dah 20+. and they thought the same too la.
dah balik baru nk tanye umur tau.
Then blabla...balik naik 854, sampai umah kul 1130pm.
-End-

My sayang

2008-05-30T08:56:00.001-07:00

Hello Guys!!

Tomorrow is DIBCamp day!! Wuhuu!!!
Kat Masjid Petempatan Melayu Sembawang.
Eerie place that is. Plus Cik Apit says its haunted.
Nah..ghosts or no ghosts. Camp still camp.

Kak Rufi send me this email which contains names of my 'kids'.
Yeah, bt I got no Microsoft Exel. Cuz just reboot my lappie.
Wanted to ask Farhan but he's in camp now.
Ask Faisal bt he hasnt install the Mic Office since he changed his hardisk.
So I asked Asri and thank god, he has. And he helped me.
BUT..he gave me all guys name.
OMG. Nvm, guess i'll have to wait till tomorrow to find out.

And I ask Fai to lend his windbreaker to me
cuz it's gonna get quite chilly out there in the night.
Guess what?
He emerges with the windbreaker and surprises me with a rose.
Omg..so..delighting..huhu..
And on the windbreaker i think he sprayed sum of his cologne there.
Cuz it smells so like him. And I like it very much.
My mum just thinks he's pampering me too much.
But she was excited, taking pics all over.
My sis, she said it was kental.
Bt i knw she's jealous. =P
And btw, I love being pampered by him. =)
When he's like this, he's far much more better than Edward Cullen. ;)

The rose he gave me. Love surprises, esp frm him.

His windbreaker. I'm sleeping with it tonight ;)

guess what?

2008-05-24T12:15:00.001-07:00

Heya peeps!

Guess what?? I went to see Indiana Jones movie again just now.
Thursday, Sri dpt ticket free.
Kte g tengok kat PS.
Today, Fai dpt ticket free lagi.
Kite g tengok kat Cathay Ochard.
SO..I went like two times lah seh.
After that went to Long John Silver to eat.
Then go al-Falah.
Then went to Swensens, eat ice-cream. Yum Yum.
Kt swensens ar..aku tertumpahkan air..
Weeee....malu gile lah seh...
Dah signboard 'Caution - Wet Floor' sume kuar drg taruk kt tepi krusi aku.
Ya allah...malunyer...
Dahtu mop besar2...aiyooo...aku tak pandang...
Nasib baik ngan Fai...klw ngan org lain mesti aku dah blow gila...
Huhu...then kite pun balik lorh...
Sampai rumah kul 2310.
Ni hahahhahaha..0322 baru aku nk post blog.
Sah aku ni sot sket.
Esok ade meeting kat Darul Makmur.
Malasnyerrrrrrrrrrrr nak go.
Tsk tsk...

Real post

2008-05-21T05:06:00.000-07:00

Heya Peeps,

Yeah I knw its long since I've posted sumthing real abt ma life.
Wanna do that now. Cuz I'm in tha mood. =D
Where should I start? Hmm...

Yesterday, was my turn to help my mum at her shop.
So the night, we went and set up for business as usual.
Before that, abt the shopowner. Mmg dahde masalah sket dgn landlord de so...
Skali tengah2 jualan, the landlord came and halau my mum all.
Halau her boss all, give one hour notice to pack up and go.
Such cruelty. Tak penah dlm sejarah org bagi one hour notice suruh vacate kedai.
Gila, and such rudeness. De halau mak aku mcm anjing siot.
Dahtu aku mengamuk ar. Biasela, aku nih baran sket.
Aku kt tepi dh macam nk capai pisau potong ayam tu je.
Aku call Fai pun tk gune. Just wanted him to be there when I needed sumone most.
De cume cakap, tkpe nnt I ask ard klw ade kedai kt east ke. (so much for helping.)
Klw camni lg baek aku call Farhan ke, Yan ke, puas hati seh. Hmph. PUAS HATI!!!
And now dh jadi police case, cuz tkde official letter. And the landlord sembunyi dari
police tknk kuar. Cuz takut ke ape ntah. Tk tau ar. Dektu klw aku kt India mmg aku
dah sembelih dia pakai parang seh.

So, cikapit...hehe..warded.
That day he gaduh with my mum.
He wanted to beat my mum.
But instead he smashed his fist on the wall.
I called the police seh.
I dunwan the pisau thingy to happen again.
Then he left the house.
Called police again to cancel.
Tau2, his adik called, said de kena warded.
Kena operate, tangan de pecah.
Neh..bla2. Tk kuase nk tengok pun.
Podah. Jahat kan? Tapi tk sejahat org2 yg buat kite ar.

Cak!! ok...nampak tk muke aku mcm kotor gitu?? tu liquid chlorophyll yg dh kering. aku tampal kt muke. guys dun try this at home. muke aku dah jerawat alek!! YeaH!!!!

This is my adik panjat2 like beruk. HuHu...8 metres. Dun play2. I only manage 3 metres je. Hahaha.

When I say, I want to buy my tonic perut. This is it. Ok guys. Aku tau benda ni tk sume kedai ade. Huhu. Leceh eh hidup??

2008-05-17T08:43:00.000-07:00

I'm really in no mood to update my blog.
Briefly, just now went to Saff Perdaus Climbing Clinic at SAFRA Yishun.
Yeah, slept at 3am. Woke up at 630am. WahLaO.
The day b4 went to meet Farhan at TM. Tampines.
Went to Juwai's house. Bedok Reservoir.
Went to Wawa's house. Simei.
Went to Sempang Bedok.
Went to Sheng Siong. Bedok Int.
Go home. Chai Chee.
All between 5pm-10pm.
Then the rockclimbing thingy.
Penat2 ar. Tp best jugak.
Then reached home at 8pm.
Rushed to Faris House.
Bla Bla Bla Bla Bla...
Go home Fai hantar.
1st n last time i'll be ridin his bike.
Dun like it. Seriously.

2008-05-12T09:04:00.000-07:00

PEEPS!!!

I need to tell ya all!!!
Go...plz go...
and read Stephanie Meyer's Twilight.
It's about a vampire who's in love with this common girl.
The vampire's character is so like every girl's dream guy.
It's soooooooooo gooooood.
So So SO SOOOO goood.
I didn't sleep 3 days.
I finished all 3 books.
The fourth book,
Breaking Dawn
is coming soon this August 2nd.

5.0 Stars. So Good. Go and read it. You'll know what I mean.

4.0 stars. Well, huhu...I cried at the first part. But the ending was worth the wait.

4.8 stars. Fantastic. But I still prefer the 1st book.

And this is a preview trailer of the TWILIGHT movie, coming soon this DECEMBER.

Blogsurfing

2008-05-06T04:02:00.000-07:00

Heya Peepz,

Was just Blogsurfing just now and came across this.

The House of Success.

1) Roof said : Aim High
2) Fan said : Be Cool
3) Clock said : Every Minute Is Precious
4) Mirror said : Reflect Before You Act
5) Window said : See The World Outside
6) Calendar said : Be up to date
7) Door said : Push Hard To Achieve Your Goal

and it is sooo not me. =)
no wonder I'm not ~~so successful~~.

1) I aim high.
2) I'm cool sometimes. Heehee.
3) ~~This...argh..time. I like to waste time~~.
4) ~~I act upon instinct, w/o thinking the consequenses of it~~.
5) I see the world outside.
6) I'm up to date.
7) ~~I don't motivate myself enough to achive my goals~~.

I guess it's time I do sumthin bout this.

Need to do sumthin abt those red quotes.

*thinks carefully*

Bugis Marina

2008-05-05T04:57:00.001-07:00

It was a fine day.
Promised Sri and Juwai 2pm @Bugis.
Woke up at 12pm.
Online.
Went out at 130pm.
Boarded bus 32 and omg, it was so slow.....
Ard 230pm reached Bugis.
Met with Sri, then Juwai came.

Went to Cheers.
Bought a drink.
The heat these days...
Went to the library.
Borrowed two books.
Went to the toilet.

Go jalan2 at Bugis Street.
Go Sasa.
Sri bought sumthing frm there.
Went up.
Saw Pretty In Tokyo.
Insisted going in there.
Took photos.
It was fun.
Long time didn't take neoprints.

After that we went to Kinokuniya.
Juwai pointed to a book at Sri.
Chocolate Muffins!!!
Sri was tempted.
I suggested Secret Recipe.
The nearest was at Marina Square.
We agreed.
But first I need to eat.

We boarded bus 133 to Marina Square.
Upon reaching there,
Juwai and myself headed towards the toilet.
Then McD.
Sri went to the nearest ATM Machine.
Juwai and I ate meals.
Sri memorises her Uluum Quran.
We chatted and chatted.
Finish.

We went to Secret Recipe.
Sri ordered Chocolate Mud Cake.
Juwai ordered Marble Cheese Cake.
I ordered Chocolate Banana Cake.
We chatted again.
This time the topic was about ~~ghosts~~.
I, as usual, am phobia of ~~ghosts~~.

(A waitress walks behind me

and her shadows casts upon

the floor below me.)

TERKEJUT GILER!!!!
Tersembuh semua cake dari mulut aku.
HaHaHaHaHa. =D
Sri and Juwai pun terkejut nape aku mcm gitu.
OK. I was gdmn shocked.
And was very2 paiseh.
People were looking at me.
(Ape kene budak ni tkde pasal alih2 terkejut sendiri??)
~~Sawan kotttt~~....
Terus lost my appetite seh.

Tunduk all the way tknk tengok org pun.
Then we settled the bill.
Sri kena balik.
Esok ~~exam~~.

Juwai and me mayap again.
But before that.
Singgah toilet lagi.
Three times Juwai go toilet.
Dasyat seh.
Bladder kecik kot.

Went to Times Bookstore.
Juwai bought a book.
Then we went home.

Blogskin changed

2008-05-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

Salam peepz,

Yeah, told ya!!
I've changed my skin. YES!!
And can put song summore!!!
Huhu...this one's kinda cute too.
Ape kene ehk ngan aku asik amek skin cute2 jer.
Nevermind. Nevermind.
Dah tknk emo2 hitam2 lagi arh.
Stress you know.
Skang kte pakai nature!!
(I HATE GREEN!!!)
And this is a fraction of this song.
Lurve it. Heart it babe!!
Just Fine - Mary J Blige

So I like what I see,

When I'm looking at me

When I'm walkin past the mirror

Ain't worried about you

And what you gonna do

I'm a lady so I must stay classy

Got to keep it hot

Keep it together

If I want to get better

See I wouldn't change my life

My life's just fine.

Feels so good

When you're doin all the things that you wanna do

Get the best out of life

Treat yourself to sumthin new

Keep your head up high

Believe in yourself

Believe in you

Believe in me.

First Post

2008-05-01T10:45:00.000-07:00

Salamz Peeps..

Okay my first post at my new blog.
Find this layout cute but...
it's a wee bit too small uh.
Guess you'll find me changing the layout soon.
Plus, I can't figure out where to put songs duhh.
Stress.
Okay..and ofcourse, my old blog, the four ppl blog.
It's been de-activated.
But it's there just for memories. =)
And dun worry much.
We're still friends.
Only not as close as before.
Que sera sera after all.
And Juwai's sharing the same account for blogger with me.
But ofcourse, diff url.
I'll do all the editing for her.
Her job is to just post Blogs.
So here's our current blogs.
Check it out.

www.my-catastrophe-world.blogspot.com (Sri's Blog)
www.mistymoon-hime-sama.blogspot.com (Juwai's Blog)

It's in my linkies though.
As for Bir, oh..she..I dunno. =)
That's all for now peeps.